Who Fucking Cares?

So I am not sure really what I am in the mood to blog right now. I am having my fourth beer and a good dose of anxiety. I haven't quite reached the point in my blogging that I can put it all out there, but it is there. I would love to just be this self righteous perfect mommy, But... There really is just so much shit going on right now. I am not quite sure what I need to do to get my fucking head straight. This is a nice outlet because, I can be a bit obtuse and vent. You are probably reading this and saying What The FUCK? Is she saying anything? Is she saying nothing? i am listening to some Masta Ace, which is floating my mood, and I am writing shit. Maybe I should start a bitch blog, one where I don't mention the loves of my life, and just talk about the SHIT! The shit that you feel like you want to keep to yourself, but blog to the world. to quote Masta Ace, these are the type of bitches I hate. I know that I am making no sense to your mommy blog world. I am having an off the wall evening. I really do love y'all, and I promise to blog more cuddly snuggly mommy shit soon. Hell it might even be coherant. Maybe not. who fucking cares.